I have to confress that UCLA is not a easy school.... I have underestimated the school and ppl>_<

the first time in my life that I have to think about retake something... running away is the least thing I like, but I have to commit it for sure this time...

overwhelming matirial, I did a wrong thing to take 3 classes together... but the result is so crule......

For the God sake! don't take biochem if you have not bluit up good skill of english!!

the begins of ucla is close.....but i don't ready to have class yet..... feeling is strange>_< 

find out that the interaction between man kind is so complicated......

have done a pretty wrong thing thus, lost a very good friend

things can't stay in a place forever, just move on. be brave and confident???

being nice is hard, losing myself in the mystery world....

 as the movie "blood bothers" said: the simplest life is somehow the happiest life you can find in the world!

UCLA GG GGGGGGGG I got in!!!

今個星期我日日都CHECK D 學校! 心情好似當年會考放榜感, 又驚又想知! 吳同的是家陣仲要番埋學! 好忙! 下禮拜三科測驗! 吳心亂戰! 仲要明天LAST一日要 幫老豆搞TAX !!!! 真是忙到傻左!

Q1:

My intended major is chemical biology; it is because I am interested in the study of DNA. I can see that there are many great mysteries waiting for us to explore in the field.

In primary school, I preferred playing on the grass rather than sitting in the classroom. I was unable to focus on books for long, until I read a book with the subtitle “Biology Systems.” I was lost in the book because the knowledge of nature is really attractive to me. Since then, I knew my path was to study natural science. The desire to learn everything about nature made me became the leader of the science club at my high school. In 2002,as the leader of the science club, I was recommended to be in charge of a chemistry activity that isolated the essential oil of lemon. Not only did I learn the procedures and preparation of the materials, but I also delegated jobs for my teammates. Through the activity, I found that I enjoyed the challenge and the work in the lab very much. The essential oil was successfully isolated, and my decision to continue studying in the field of nature science was “formed” as well.

            I even daydream of developing an artificial organ with my teammates in the lab. The passion of invention has motivated me to learn the chemical and physical aspect of biology further.

 

Q2:

The mandatory music program in my elementary school made me first get involved in Chinese music. I picked erhu, the Chinese violin, because it sounds the most touching and emotional among the Chinese traditional musical instruments.

Many of my classmates gave up playing musical instruments when they finished primary school, but I didn’t. Participating in the program held by the Hong Kong government let me have a chance to continue playing erhu and became a member of the official orchestra. The path to become a professional player is quite challenging. I developed my concentration throughout the years of practice. It is very useful not only in the musical performances, but also in my study. Moreover, to harmonize with other players in the orchestra requires teamwork and serious focus on the conductor. While playing in the orchestra, I learned the importance of these qualities. I believe, in the future, the applying of these qualities is also important in my projects and researches.

After a long day, playing erhu brings me joy, so it has become one of my favorite hobbies. I will be happy to bring the Chinese traditional music and the qualities I learned to UC.

 

Q3:

I am so glad I have had the opportunity to experience life in three different places. To live in Guangzhou China, Hong Kong China, and California, gave me many feelings and memories, and also molded my character.

            I was born and raised until I was 12 in Guangzhou, China. Even a little boy like me knew that it’s very competitive, greedy, and stressful in China. Therefore, to keep the top position in the class, I, with the innate easy-going personality, had to act tough during my primary school. With teachers that continuously pushed us to our limits and classmates that would not give an inch, I learned how to be an independent learner in school.

            Although my teacher and classmates treated studies seriously, luckily, we stayed with each other as a family. During the six years of primary school, we traveled, ate, and played together. We even organized a baseball team and played baseball after a day of busy studying. Because I had such a hard and happy childhood, I picked up my optimistic personality.

            I moved to Hong Kong, a cosmopolitan city, for my high school education. Hong Kong is a model city with great temptations. The city, combining cultures due to its colony history, taught me how to accept and absorb new ideas, but not lose myself. For instance, while I was improving my understanding of English culture and hanging out with my friends to adapt to the lifestyle, I still studied as hard as I used to. My knowledge had enriched, and I could come up with more creative ideas after living in the colorful world; on the other hand I remained among the top five in the class throughout the five years of my high school.

            Finally, I came to California two years ago. Being here requires more self-responsibility since the society is more free and relaxed. I entered a community college, and had to face to many problems, such as looking after myself, adapting myself to the culture, improving my English, and so fourth. For me, the most difficult one is working while studying. I work as a tutor in both the chemistry and math labs. The job is really meaningful; it is the evidence of my independence and responsibility. I feel satisfied after tutoring students and getting a smile from them. Also, the accomplishment of contributing to the community is a good feeling. Since this is the first time I work, plus study as a full time student, I did not have enough time and energy left for studying. My balance between work and study was uneven. To correct this; I dropped one class in the fall 2005. It would have been easy to give up tutoring because the income is unnecessary to me. However, to improve my time management skill, I decided to stick with the meaningful job. Now, by efficiently using the time, I have balanced my working and studying very well. Although I struggled a little in my classes, I have no regret for the decision I made.

    I have to say thanks a lot to each of the places mentioned above because they help me to build up many of my important characteristics, such as being active, optimism, creative, and determined. To conclude, the friends, experiences and cultures I have had in these three places are the best treasures I have in my life.  

after many times of correcting, my ps finally finished!!! feeling release! but, yet, i have to work hard 17days more! to prepare my finals, after these finals, I will be totally available for any playing and gethering!!! hahah~no need to close myself at all!!

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here it comes!my dear ps!

 

突然想起跟我一起看美少女戰士的姐姐~羅一鳴.....我仲記得區个名....出奇>_< 印象中區似亞美噶!!~

this time is the first time i had a such good meal in us!!! yummy curry!! oh, yeah, i need to thanks to tom! he's the one who bring me to that restuarant~ thank you!!!

天氣變了, 秋天來了, 突然而來的沖動, 我決定, 生活要改變了, 直到12月吧, 我都會"自閉"!

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想看personal statement 的~卻到了個陌生的BLOG看了她(叫甚麼077)在美國的生活, 不懂得說. 有同感

watch the tvc drama dark tales again. it was filmed at 1996, but it  is a very good one through out the tvb's collection. I only watch a part of the drama, one of the story, that told the man who was waiting for her wife for eightteen years. the drama was very moving! I was so envy the man can have such a ture love and the magical tour with the girl. but for now, this drama is not reality! no one will do that now. the world was polluted! ppl now aday become cool blooded. maybe i am to naive or i am not suit for the society now. i still believe the story from the childwood. the princesses and the her beloved should be together forever! i really believe that! do you? hm.... this time during the night, i should be preparing my test for tmr....but i have to wrote this down, my feelings@@@@ the song is attached to hear, the words are meaningful too!  i's love it~

  看到一個朋友的msn上寫了這樣一段話......聽到朋友說他們以前對我的印象.......無奈.......自悲.........覺得自己真的好失敗! 像我這樣的人, 真的無人會鐘意! 唉應該改改了!

summer is great! I got all A's in all of my classes~! they are tough , but i make it!! yeah! happy!! and relaxing now~

one of my friends is leaving, he's the very first friend i knew in dvc~i will treasure the friendship! and take care! we took some photos~

opsssssss~! nearly forget! I am dotaing everyday!!!! so crazzzzy @aiming for killing neil!hahaha

來到美國的日子是很(上題)的, 每天(上題), 打機, 吃野, 上課, 重復, (上題)到極點.....呢幾日睇左下天地豪情同埋一江春水向東流.....好睇.....但是這是我以前點都吳會講的.....真是TMD (上題)

想活在只有火車的世界, 那麼我就不至與會在現在的地方.  火車是那麼可愛, 可以觀賞到一路的風光, 而飛機做不到, 飛機, 我恨你.....把我帶到這個地方.......以上是發傻.....

The bad feeling keeps rushing my brain, corroding my sense. I feel really bad for that.........All I have been thinking is the place where I belong to, the ppl who I used to miss........ what's wrong with me?! "turn back my head" I suddenlly discover that I have been to usa for a year........ such a long time, no wonder my feelings are reminding me about my past.......my past! don't know how to descibe, it's sweet and also bitter........ wanna taste it again! I know! it's impossible, but still, wanna taste it, if there is a value for that, I am willing to shorten my life for 3 years to let me choose all the things and desition again!@_@

思鄉病發.憂鬱 x_x 甚麼時侯才能回到屬與我的地方? 發現, 人就是這麼無奈.

이제 그대가 어쩌다가 사랑에 지쳐 어쩌다가  你现在已被爱累了
어느 이름모를 낯선 곳에 날 혼자두진 않겠죠 你不会把我忘到一个陌生的地方吧
비에 젖어도 꽃은 피고 구름가려도 별은 뜨니 被雨弄湿也能开花，星星阴天也在闪
그대에게서 묻지 않아도 그대 사랑인걸 믿죠  不问你也知道是你的爱
저기 하늘끝에 떠 있는 별처럼               我不想成为像挂在那天
해뜨면 사라지는 그런 나 되기 싫어요        上的星星天亮就消失的
사랑한다면 저 별처럼 항상 거기서 빛을 줘요 如果爱我，你就像星星永远闪亮在天上
그대 눈부신 사랑에 두 눈 멀어도 돼         被你耀眼的爱我的双眼吓了也无所谓
하늘에 박힌 저 별처럼 당신의 아픔으로 묶여 像天上的星星被你的爱所捆
움직일 수가 없지만 난 변하지 않을테니      不能动也我依然爱你
작은 꽃잎위에 맺힌 이슬처럼                我不想成为像挂在花叶上的
해뜨면 사라지는 그런 나 되기 싫어요        露水一样，一天亮就消失
사랑한다면 저 별처럼 항상 거기서 빛을 줘요 如果爱我，就像星星一样一直闪亮在那儿
그대 눈부신 사랑에 두 눈 멀어도 돼         被你耀眼的爱我的双眼吓了也无所谓
하늘에 박힌 저 별처럼 당신의 아픔으로 묶여 像天上的星星被你的爱所捆
움직일 수가 없지만 난 변하지 않을테니      不能动也我依然爱你
비에 젖어도 꽃은 피고 구름가려도 별은 뜨니 被雨弄湿也能开花，星星阴天也在闪
묻지 않아도 난 알아요 그대 내 사랑인 걸    不问也知道，是对你的爱
작은 꽃잎에 이슬처럼 저기 하늘끝 저 별처럼 像花瓣上的露水，像天上的星星
다시 해뜨면 사라지는 내가 되기 싫어요      我不想天亮就消失
변하지 않을테니                            我对你的心不会变

it's so tresure that those photos can still be found out.... i was so enjoy to look over all of those!!pretty amazing ha~? i'd love to see  all those ppl who are in the pic.....but i lost the contact of many of them already~so......ai....time is escaping from us....so, treasure the time ar! btw, i post some of them here~may~sorry about stole the pics with out ask you......he

人生就是感, 第一次成日都吳見=_=吳開心成日都有.......唉.....想喊啊......又喊吳出.......

life is unpredictable, you always lose virgin, and you always need to face to the unhappiness. ai ...wanna cry, but the tears were too strong to resisst......

只想你試下陪我姐.....點解.....感都吳肯!?

just wnat you give me a try, why not!?  do you know how much bravery I need to tell you that......how come.... I thought. you will... ai....................

I am such a looser! fuck up by every thing!

考車又抄埋!!第二次都是感!!P區XFSDFQWERQ#$#@!$@#%$

 

 

 

what a shame! the result of the driving test turn out to be fail........no!!! it's $80 plus 2hrs...... Ｉ　ａｍ　ｓｏ　ｕｐｓｅｄ　ａｂｏｕｔ　ｉｔ．．．．．　the reason of failure was forgot to turn my head right while driving accross the bite line...... it's such a small mistake! how come they treat it as fatal error!!!! so moody now....